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Tuesday Apr 01, 2003

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Oh god. I know that this has been uttered by many a person and become cliche, but...guys.
I guess it's true that you really can't plan these things. Which is why it always, always seems to be so complicated. I was dating my ex again, and things seemed to be going so well. I was settled. I was ready. And then the most amazing person enters my life and BAM! I am in one hell of a situation.
I've tried weighing the pros and cons and all that jazz. And here's how it turns out:

Pros for the Ex: Been together forever. Know each other really well. Have forged a bond already. Our lives are really integrated with each others' because we were together seriously for two and a half years and have been friends for about three and a half.

Pros for Guy A: Matches me perfectly in things like morals and what we want out of life. The ex and I are drastically different in that respect. We're so compatible it's just crazy. We're completely on the same wavelength and we're heading for the same things in life. We completely on the same path.

Cons Against Ex: We always break up and make up (which I will admit is mostly my fault). We're on different wavelengths and not really heading toward the same place in our lives. We're in drastically different places in our lives right now. He wants to settle down and have a family soon and I'm quite simply not ready for that. And if I go with him, I will never be able to listen to Further Seems Forever again because it will remind me of Guy A, and that would suck.

Cons Against Guy A: We'd have to hide it from a lot of people that we're really close to for reasons that I'm terrified to talk about because people always seem to find my journals. whatever And people finding out about us could cost us both something that is a big part of our lives.

Blah.
26oo:
do it...come onnnnn...you kn0w you wanna and chances like these are once in a lifetime.
Apr 1, 2003

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