Well, where to start? Finally told Eric (the little ragamuffin) how I feel. Needless to say, THAT didn't go very well. 
He told me that I'm his best friend and all that crap....I was very understanding about it last night, but now I'm going to be angry and sarcastic. Here. Where he won't see it. Because I'm his best friend. Blaaaah.
Ever worry that you're doomed to be the "best friend" forever?
On another note, I got cigarettes and a new knife today (I collect them), and things feel ever so slightly lighter since talking to Eric and getting things off my chest. Dave the Ex is coming over to eat tonight. Am starving now, but I suppose I'll wait. Nothing much else going on. Eric and I are going with a bunch of ppl tonight to go see our friend's band play at a bar, and that's about the extent of the night. Ugh....Eric. Yep, for the rest of our lives, our relationship is going to consist of going to concerts together and my Super Nintendo.
He told me that I'm his best friend and all that crap....I was very understanding about it last night, but now I'm going to be angry and sarcastic. Here. Where he won't see it. Because I'm his best friend. Blaaaah.
Ever worry that you're doomed to be the "best friend" forever?
On another note, I got cigarettes and a new knife today (I collect them), and things feel ever so slightly lighter since talking to Eric and getting things off my chest. Dave the Ex is coming over to eat tonight. Am starving now, but I suppose I'll wait. Nothing much else going on. Eric and I are going with a bunch of ppl tonight to go see our friend's band play at a bar, and that's about the extent of the night. Ugh....Eric. Yep, for the rest of our lives, our relationship is going to consist of going to concerts together and my Super Nintendo.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh