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I can't wait for school to be over this semester. Only about a month left. I turn 21
the day after finals end. I'll probably have a glass of wine in a bar and then go home, take
a bath and pass the hell out. A year ago my 21st birthday would have been a big deal
to me, but I hardly ever drink anymore, mainly because I am often a disgraceful drunk.
A horrible-dramatic-terror of a drunk. Usually it's only the hard liquor that does it
to me... but that's what I prefer to drink... so it's best just not to risk it sometimes.
I can get craaaaaaaaaaaaazy. And that's all I'm gonna say about that .

I've been listening to Third Eye Blind alot in the past few days. They are one of my favorite
bands. Ever. Actually... my absolute favorite. I can't help it. I think everyone has a band
that they have been listening to for so long that the music becomes powerfully nostalgic.
I remember listening to them for the first time in 6th grade with my former stepsister. It
was christmas break. I was big into bell bottoms and platform shoes. I loved the spice girls.
Third Eye Blind saved me from the Spice girls. Maybe that's why I have been so loyal to them.
That and the fact that I used to listen to Third eye with my highschool sweetheart all the time,
not that I miss him. Haha. Not I. Listening to Third Eye Blind just
reminds me of really good times and really bad times. Sometimes
I need that. It's human, ya know.

Alright. Well I think I'm done for now . I want to write more and more often. It's therapeutic.
I've had little time for writing in the past few months, and I can't wait to start painting
again. And mountain biking. Basically... doing everything that I can't because school
is eating my soul.

I could go for that wine now