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Party. Drinking all night. Didnt get to sleep till after 10 or 11 am. Woke up around 7:00pm on Saturday and ran outside to view the last little bit of sun. Oh how I would love to wake to see the sun in the East. I need to fix this sleep schedule shomehow.

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The lesson which life constantly enforces is 'Look underfoot.' You are always nearer to the true sources of your power than you think. The lure of the distant and the difficult is deceptive. The great opportunity is where you are. Every place is the center of the world."
-from horoscope
http://www.freewillstrology.com/

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I just laid in the pitch dark for about an hour listening to transmigration macabre by ravi shankar. excellent.

madness. fantasy. anxiety. torment. submission. death. transmigration. retribution. reflection.


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Announcement: One of my band members and friends, Dave has apprently joined the site. His screen name is Segue_to_Davey.
Go and talk to him sometime, he is super cool. Peace.

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Please, if your are of like mind, organize groups of your friends to watch the movie Fahrenheit 911 when it comes out on Friday the 25th. Watch it and have some fun.
http://www.fahrenheit911.com/trailer/
Move-On Info

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Haliburton/GWBush ad
http://cdn.moveonpac.org/media/platter.mov

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the plant
twisting and contorting
feeds on its own fruits
colorful and sweet
inspiring and true
till they are withered and dry
twisting and contorting
to escape the burden and discomfort
of its cumbersome roots
bitter and sober
slow and dense
twisting and contorting
the roots slowly strangled
thinning and forsaken
the roots lose direction
communication severed
the roots now drink
of dark waters
unconscious and volatile
reflective and overfull
its fruits grow bitter and arrogant
unhindered by roots
its fruits grow dark with deformity
unhindered by roots
the plant gets high
unhindered by presence
the plant dies

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feel. feelings.
roots, however dull, burried deep
rising from under
arising from within
meaning, however dull
buried deep
arise from within child
arise from within

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I had horrifying dark paralyzing nightmares mixed with complex dreams last night. Renewed my drivers licence, going to check on my jeep which is probably totalled, no big deal, cause it was beaten up and on the edge anyway. After that, unloading equipment, and going to Pittsburgh to visit Adam at the hospital again.

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Well, today was kind of a strange day. Me and two other band members (Segue) got in a bad car accident a few hours before the performance. Unfortunately, Adam, got a concussion and was taken to Mercy Hospital, which was actually (strangely enough) a block or two away from where we were playing. So we did not play tonight, however, the two bands we booked, Black Castle and Lexsis Jumps, and they put on a good show. I still had a decent time, though it was really rough putting that much time and effort, including new equipment and radio ads, into a performance and have to call it off. I visited Adam, and he is doing fine, he'll probably be out in a day or so, and I feel for him. Well, another one of our guitarists is leaving for Amsterdam for a two weeks, coming back and leaving again for another few weeks, so we might be on the fritz for a bit. I assume we will just use that time to write lots of new music. And there are some plans for going on tour for a few days with Lexsis Jumps to New York and some other close by states in August.
All right, well this isnt a band blog, so Ill keep it at that.

So have a good weekend everybody, and do something good.

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And in brighter news...
Someone, somewhere is having lesbian sex. Right now. I bet it is incredible.