alhim

Hey I need some recomendations. Everything I have read in the last 5-6 years has been a very serious spiritual, metaphysical, esoteric, ecological, or scientific writing, with some occasional poetry thrown in. I would like to read some fiction, maybe a great classical fiction work, or just some fiction for once. It would be great. So, any recommendations?

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Oh, and Happy Belated Valentines Day everyone!

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The show went great tonight. It was Lexus Jump's EP release part, and they did an excellenet job. Some of the bands were a bit base and I got bored of hearing 4/4 Drop D hardcore, but in general, there were some amazing bands there, and it was a worthwhile experience. So I had an opportunity to switch up and play drums and guitar, which is always nice. And we all got great feedback, but more importantly, I have a lot of physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual things going on right now, and need some time to integrate and get back to being myself. Im beginning to learn that you have to MAKE TIME for everything when your busy, no "ifs" "ands" or "buts" You just have to do it.

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the unassuming presence of density
is felt
a change, and a return
so long overdue
he turns his head away in contemplation
a decision
as to what is better
to preside over
with a volatile tongue of drunken fire
or to return
I am
I identify with
I feel
I am presence
unassuming
like a frozen bird
crystallized
frowning gasping wanting
hurting
screaming
silently
his subconscious overactive
overiding
burning pathways of
neural dismemberment
thoughts like lava
A paralyzed bird
in the dark
pushed aside
to make way
for fallen disembodied forms
that lurch through
its presence
as a gas that fills its container
And in the darkness
A soul decends
upon this bird
a light flickers
the embodiment of association
the emobdiment of feeling
unassuming in its presence
a decision is made
A bird is embodied
The wings flutter
And it takes off
out into the world
so long overdue