I didn't make it to Florida. I've been smoking weed for 15 years & they drug test you upon completion so I wouldn't have passed. But here I am, one week weed free & it's kind of okay. I'd definitely like to have smoked like 100 times already but I really want a job I love so I'm "growing up" & trying to accomplish my dreams.
It's been tough. I have like $2 to my name st the moment and all I want to do is work! I miss it. I still have a part-time job but I feel like I barely work. How do you make extra cash? How do you make a living? Are you happy with your job? I find so many people aren't happy & that kills me. I want to be happy with what I'm spending my time doing. I tried to Uber but my car didn't pass the inspection, ugh. I need something NOW.
I've been trying to sell random things around my apartment on OfferUp but people are annoying.
Anyway, blah blah blah. More money, more problems. Let's talk about what else has been bothering me lately..
So I joined TINDER. It's super lame. Guys, what are you doing?! I message guys, I'm. It scared. Im on there to meet people, have a good time, MAYBE have sex. But y'all are either too aggressive or you talk for a second & stop. Like, let's chat! Let's meet up! Let's go have a drink. Let's have fun. Jeez.
I met one guy on there who actually seems perfect. We met up twice already & he texts me regularly. He's honestly the first guy in 4 years that gave me butterflies. But no third meet up yet. I'd like to have sex with this guy. He's VERY sexy & I am totally drawn to him. We kissed and I was like YES. haha I invited him for a drink and he had to work.. maybe he is just a busy guy but I don't know. I'm open, I'm honest, I'm pretty forward.. maybe too much. But I think he felt a little spark too and it wasn't my intention to "like" someone from Tinder but this is life. We are all just living.
Alright, thanks for listening to me ramble. Y'all are so great. I am so glad to be active again on here. I also attempted to take pictures with my DSLR and not my iPhone. It I'm terrible and cut my head off. Have a great day babes! 😘
