It's now midnight... I have officially been awake for over 40 Hours.
Currently my brain is being melted by J-Pop that is flowing into my ears over AOL Radio. I'm hoping that some combination between the music and the 400 mg of vicodin that I'm taking every 4 hours is going to eventually put me down. You see, 3 days ago I had my left testicle removed because of cancer.
Last night was okay, I was still pretty awake and running on adrenaline. Right now I'm just riding the wave of pain thats been carrying me ever since the operation. I can think pretty clearly which is good, most people say vicodin makes you tired and groggy. I can tell you now that I feel neither of those two sensations.
It's funny because most people think that I should be depressed because of this, but I'm really not. I was actually laying on the couch singing "I'm Half the Man I used to be". I thought it was funny but no one else did.
Doc said it could be a couple weeks before I'm 100% again. Girl dumped me shortly after I found out about the cancer. Doesn't really matter, I never got treated all that well in that relationship anyway.
ENOUGH WHINING!!! LOL I don't want people to think that I'm the kind of person who worries about these things.
As Yamamoto Tsunetomo said...
"A person who does not want to be struck by the enemy's arrows will have no divine protection. For a man who does not wish to be hit by the arrows of a common soldier, but rather by those of a warrior of fame, there will be the protection for which e has asked."
Death is the only sincerity, and I am sincere in my want for a good death. This is why we live life from one thought to the next, making the most of each moment. CARRY NO REGRETS!
-Everything I tell you is a Lie-
Alex Star
Currently my brain is being melted by J-Pop that is flowing into my ears over AOL Radio. I'm hoping that some combination between the music and the 400 mg of vicodin that I'm taking every 4 hours is going to eventually put me down. You see, 3 days ago I had my left testicle removed because of cancer.
Last night was okay, I was still pretty awake and running on adrenaline. Right now I'm just riding the wave of pain thats been carrying me ever since the operation. I can think pretty clearly which is good, most people say vicodin makes you tired and groggy. I can tell you now that I feel neither of those two sensations.
It's funny because most people think that I should be depressed because of this, but I'm really not. I was actually laying on the couch singing "I'm Half the Man I used to be". I thought it was funny but no one else did.
Doc said it could be a couple weeks before I'm 100% again. Girl dumped me shortly after I found out about the cancer. Doesn't really matter, I never got treated all that well in that relationship anyway.
ENOUGH WHINING!!! LOL I don't want people to think that I'm the kind of person who worries about these things.
As Yamamoto Tsunetomo said...
"A person who does not want to be struck by the enemy's arrows will have no divine protection. For a man who does not wish to be hit by the arrows of a common soldier, but rather by those of a warrior of fame, there will be the protection for which e has asked."
Death is the only sincerity, and I am sincere in my want for a good death. This is why we live life from one thought to the next, making the most of each moment. CARRY NO REGRETS!
-Everything I tell you is a Lie-
Alex Star
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Hope you feel better soon and that your future treatments are successful.