Didn't have as much time this weekend as I'd hoped too. I had planned on writing something yesterday, but unfortunately my plans changed on the fly. Consequently the thing I wanted to write about before has now been put on the back burner.
What has happened to the concept of martyrdom? Why is it that now every time someone makes a willing sacrifice they are... Read More
Starting somthing I am.
Yo Obi Wan. My good friend Elysia is talking smack about the greatest Jedi of all time in her posting. It would be a kick for all if you defended yourself. I already did my part.
I'm going to take this moment to offer up a disclaimer before I post what I'm about to. If you really don't want to read something 'deep' or perhaps 'depressing' now would be a good time to stop reading.
I am only saying this because I know what it is like to have your mood ruined by something written by someone trying to be intellectual... Read More
I still haven't found a solution to my dilemma. Meditation last night was relaxing, however, it failed to bring me any insight. That in itself... Read More
I don't dare read back in my livejournal from 2004/2005. I used to write every day, long ass entries, about anything and everything. I logged my life. If I were to read it now, I'd be thrown back into the issues I was dealing with, because some of those things, are still problems for me. I'd rather think that when the time is ready, I can look back at them and not be affected. Until then, they are safe.
I only update a few times a month with a few sentences now, though. It makes me sad to think of how much I stopped doing what I love.
Ever have one of those dreams you wish you oculd forget when you woke up? One of those dreams that your not even sure was meant for you. The kind that for no reason what-so-ever shakes you hard.
I don't think a parody musician could even top that song.
But on the subject of dreams, I once had a dream that I was covered in amniotic fluid.. I went to the bay to wash myself in cancerous water. But how did I know the water was cancerous and why was I bathing in it? And why was I covered in amniotic fluid?
I woke up, but still remember the horror when I did.
It was a little misleading. There ended up being only three with several different pulse patterns. What more can you expect for fifteen dollars, though?
i wish i had of been the one who wrote what i had in my journal, but it is actually some lyrics from a thrice song called the artist and the ambulance, its just so fitting atm.
thanks for the haiku.
sleep is good
It's now midnight... I have officially been awake for over 40 Hours.
Currently my brain is being melted by J-Pop that is flowing into my ears over AOL Radio. I'm hoping that some combination between the music and the 400 mg of vicodin that I'm taking every 4 hours is going to eventually put me down. You see, 3 days ago I had my left... Read More
I am now the proud posesser of tickets to see RENT! It's coming to the Cadillac theater in Chicago in April. And on sunday april 9th I will be going with two friends to go see RENT!
This year has already been a dream as far as theater goes. Having just seen "Wicked" in February I'm... Read More
Yes, yes, yes
Ever since seeing the movie Ghost Dog, I've been trying to get my hands on the Hagakure, but it just wasn't available anywhere. Then this past Christmas someone gave it to me as a present!!
Okay so I just finished watching "Those Who Hunt Elves". I recently got the boxed set with both Season I and II. Fantastic series for anyone who likes Anime! I only wish there was more to watch.
Next on my list is to pick up more of the new Area 88, and I've been hearing a lot of good things about Gilgamesh. If anyone else... Read More
Warhammer is one of my fav games. Haven't had the money or time to play in several years though. I used to play Tomb Kings though. I PC/Console game and I also Table Top RP as well.
Anime rules. Actually the biggest anime convention in the midwest "Anime Central" is coming up in May. This will be my fifth year going!
I think maybe I'm just..thinking of Neil Jordan.. 
Yo Obi Wan. My good friend Elysia is talking smack about the greatest Jedi of all time in her posting. It would be a kick for all if you defended yourself. I already did my part.