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Monday Oct 03, 2005

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I've been on a journey of sorts these last couple months.
On this journey one of the things I have discovered, is that it is hard to be balanced.
Generally speaking I am a very spiritual person. Now don't get it confused, I am spiritual, not religious or dogmatic.
For instance, I lock my hair in order to hold my energy and be more connected to Jah. But, I do not see Jah as a single almighty being or that Hailie Selassie I is the second coming of Christ or that Marcus Garvey is the reincarnation of John the Baptist. I feel Jah to be the connection of everything. It is the Universe as a whole. And my locks help me connect with that energy, with the core of my being and the core of all beings. My dreads are also a symbol of my decision to live as naturaly as I can. As much as I admire them, I am not a Rastafarian.
It is hard to try to explain what I believe to people, because most of the time I'm not really sure myself. I try to follow the universal flow. Sometimes, as is to be expected, I get lost and fall off track. But I'm feeling lately like it is time to find my path again and walk it proudly. No matter how many questions I'm asked and no matter how many times I must justify myself.
I believe what I feel, not what others tell me is real.
kera:
this will seem like a non-sequitor in regards to your journal, but i'm excited that you might be coming back up here - then we could do the hang out thing! i have a friend who needs a roommate for november 1st if you're interested....
and the starbucks on newbury is hiring. i know, i know, but it's a job.
hope you're well! kiss
Oct 3, 2005
enjoy:
ooo you're fun, lets be friends.

also- where is this amazing hostel in the forest? i must go there and stay in a treehouse.
Oct 5, 2005

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