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Monday Jan 02, 2006

Jan 2, 2006
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So I hate to be all sad and mopy and bring everyone down, but...
Yeah, I'm lonely. incredibly lonely. I have serious issues with being alone steming from being abandoned as a child and left to fend for myself. So of course I can't just feel lonely, I also have to feel utterly depressed. I'm constantly on the verge of tears yet somehow I hide it and nobody really seems to know to what extent my depression goes.
I feel like I can't tell the people around me just how lonely I am because I don't want to seem too needy and push them away. I don't want to be "that girl" So I smile and I go out on New Year's eve even though I'm not really feeling it.

The worst part is that I have no idea how to help myself feel better.
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knightmaire:
i agree with the answer of "friendship"

hanging out with friends alot can put you at ease. having a special someone with you helps also

i doubt you need to seek therapy for loneliness... unless you're planning on killing yourself, which it doesn't appear so.
Jan 4, 2006
hotpinkauras:
i was also abandoned as a child, and i feel for you, omg, i will send u some radient loving energy...you can overcome these feelings, sometimes, i cry for days, but just think of little things like rainbows to get you through...i totally understand how you feel! kiss
Jan 10, 2006

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