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I mean, I knew he was there and I was here, and I know he said "just friends" but now the status says "in a relationship" Oh well. Here's a toast to being lonely! Cheers...


To the beautiful boy I shared a bed with that Tuesday night:

I wish I had let you hold me with those arms so big and strong.
I wish I'd gone to wonderland and let you come along.
I wish I'd let you kiss me. I wish that I'd kissed back.
I wish we weren't so broken, I wish we could start all over again..
This time I'll let you hold me
This time I wont push you away.
This time I'll let you kiss me
This time won't be so grey.
This time I wont regret it
This time I'll not let go.
This time you will remember me
This time I'll have something to show.
This time we'll talk of sealing wax, of cabbages and kings
and why the sea is boiling hot and whether pigs have wings.
This time your armor will come down as I sing you to sleep.
This time it will be different see,
This time it won't be me.
You'll find her someday,
the one that's for you.
You'll find her someday and my dreams will never come true...