aletta

Hello world!
So, I haven't written to you all in a while. Truthfully I haven't got much to say. BUt I guess to be bored you have to be boring and I am about as boring as they come. I have been feeling soo bad lately. I didn't think they did anything, and maybe they didn't, but i have not taken my pills in a while. Not for and real reason, I just stopped. Everything makes me cry or at least feel like I am going to cry. Either my eyes will well up and my throat feels tight and my voice gets all weak for no reason or my face turns red and my head starts pounding like someone is choking me. Have you ever vomitted so hard that the vessels in your face pop and you get little red dotts all over your face? I know it doesnt sound nice, but that pressure! That is what it feels like for no reason. I have also been feeling very disassociated lately. I cannot focus on anything. Blah.... I should stop complaining.