Well kinda depressed just realized that I got the time off work for nothing next week. I had plans to go to the Rob Zombie Korn concert coming threw my town next week but I can't now and realizing I just got paid and yeah will barely have enough to feed me and maybe buy another pack of smokes for the next two weeks after covering all my bills and fixing my roommates truck. And it's also looking like the trip I'm trying to plan for the end of january for my b-day will be shot as well. I can't seem to save money or get back ahead after everything feel apart a few months ago. I've been pretty high spirited up until like an hour ago when this realization dawned on me. Seems like every time I make plans for something and get excited about them nothing goes right and it's really bumming me out. Oh well guess I'll just make due.
