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Sunday Dec 11, 2005

Dec 11, 2005
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So instead of writing in my personal secret keeping journal tonight I thought I'd do a little SG jornal writing since I haven't posted a new update in a while. So whats new.......?

Got promoted at work only to realize once again how I have great leadership skills but hate being the leader. I just want to do do my job, do it great, and not worry about anyone else.
I have finally reached that age where I don't care about getting chrismas gifts, I'm just worried about getting them for everyone else. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love gifts and surprises but christmas isn't a surprise anymore.....out of the blue is funner!
I'm going through a semi-friend drought. My girlfriends all seem to be MIA with their boyfriends, meanwhile i am working through my commitment issues with repeats of sex in the city, a loaded betty, and some late night snacks.
My house is finally decorated. I have been living in a a half-fast decorated house for around 6 months now. We just spent some needed time on it and it looks amazing. Now I wanna be home all the time. I feel so boring....
Work takes so much out of me that when I get home I just want to sit and relax. There is something missing right now and i can't put my finger on exactly what it is. I want to meet some new girlfriends. I miss having sleep overs, partners in crime, and life partners. I want to move...prefferably to the bay area, maybe LA but I wouldn't know where to start. I wish I knew people who lived there so I could have somewhere to go. I lived in the same place my whole life and I'm ready for something new but the idea of picking up and leaving without anywhere to go or no one I know freaks me out....I should just do it. My life feels too routine. I need a change...some excitement surreal
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beretta:
I know whats missing....ME. Where have you been, missy?? Ugh...I need my lil girly fix. I say we go out on wednesday or something and do xmas shopping and artichoke pizza. When are you free?? I MISS YOU.....!! frown
Dec 17, 2005
mcroger:
OHMIGOD, you should deffo be brave and move. Moving is the business, especially if something is missing. I'm scared too about moving but I can't wait, it's a challenge, testing your resolve... You shouldn't be afraid of not knowing anyone, come on, your too pretty for that. You should just try it and see how it goes, you can always go back...
Dec 18, 2005

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