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Taking your work home?
Huge mistake. Exept if your work is called "Cute boy/girl getting undressed".
It's impossible to rest when u know that there is a ton of paperwork to do...
You pass by the breafcase, and there are hudrend of papers, screaming from inside with their little voice "u have to do me , you have to do me" , "no, u have to do ME first"!!
Oh my... I'm loosing it... I'm listening voices like Jeanne d' Arc.
And my bf is telling me: "since you got that job, I'm not getting to see u at all.... and we live in the same house..."
Well, I can't blame him... I don't get to see myself either...
I hate that job. It's ruining my life. I work so many hours, with a subject I don't really like. I'm unhappy with this situation.
I definately don't fit in there.
I have to quit...
Why am I not doing this?
Because, there is nobody else to replace me right now. Why do I care about that? U tell me... null