On the train home from work today, I was just staring out the window at the clear, crisp winter day outside when I realized how sad i felt. I've got the rest of the weekend to myself and yet I have no plans. Nothing to do, nowhere to go and most importantly no-one to spend the time with.
I've always been able to occupy my time and since I was a kid I've enjoyed my own company, which is good because I'm awful in social situations. I have my close family(who mean the world to me) But at times I realize how awful being alone feels. I'd love to meet someone but how do I do that when meeting new people terrifies me so much?
I really hate whining about things like this because I know there are millions of people worse off then me. I guess I'm in the middle of my Blue Period.
