I met with Professor Smith today during office hours. I haven't had a monumental crush in forever, and these things suck kind of lol! He is such an interesting and intellectual person, I am so completely drawn to him, and for now he is the forbidden fruit. Although I would have loved to, I would never try anything as his student because he seems super professional and I know he wouldn't allow it from an ethical standpoint. I hate that I'm convincing myself he'll be all for dating me when the class is over, because I haven't been given any indication he is more interested in me than any of his other students. So until class is over and I have the balls to confront him (and try to not be a total creep and tell him i love him and want to have his babies) I'll just have my mind to draw me to this imaginary world of thoughts of the future, of sex, of all sorts of stuff. It's a weird thing, crushes.
But I am always thinking about him…. gahhhh
mushy blah sorry ya'll
