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I was supposed to be attending Riot Fest tomorrow and Saturday, bought tickets and everything, and now it looks like I won't. Pretty bummed about that.
Also, Ashley kind of quit talking to me out of the blue. Pretty shitty in my opinion. She could have said literally anything and I wouldn't have been mad, but being ignored is just disrespectful to me, and a bit chicken shit when it involves dating/or deciding to not continue dating someone. I thought things were going fairly well between us. We had a great weekend, literally the best sex I've ever had. And then the weirdness began. Not expecting her to say anything back but I did write her this:
From your lack of response, I'll go out on a limb here and assume something is up. Too busy with school? I get that. Just got out of a long term shitty relationship? I get that. Not looking for something serious? I get that. Just not that into me? I get that. Not telling me what's going on? I don't get that. It's actually quite disrespectful Ashley. Clearly we are on two different pages, which is hurtful. What makes it even more hurtful is you just not saying anything at all to me. Telling me that you aren't interested and things will never work between us is a hell of a lot better than being ignored. I guess I just assumed that age would have made you a slight bit more respectful of other people's feelings. I'm not mad, It Is What It Is. I won't be expecting a reply back, I just wanted to let you know that you hurt my feelings, for whatever that's worth.
Pretty bummed about that too.
Tonight I will be drowning my sorrows in double stuff oreos and xanax.
I was supposed to be attending Riot Fest tomorrow and Saturday, bought tickets and everything, and now it looks like I won't. Pretty bummed about that.
Also, Ashley kind of quit talking to me out of the blue. Pretty shitty in my opinion. She could have said literally anything and I wouldn't have been mad, but being ignored is just disrespectful to me, and a bit chicken shit when it involves dating/or deciding to not continue dating someone. I thought things were going fairly well between us. We had a great weekend, literally the best sex I've ever had. And then the weirdness began. Not expecting her to say anything back but I did write her this:
From your lack of response, I'll go out on a limb here and assume something is up. Too busy with school? I get that. Just got out of a long term shitty relationship? I get that. Not looking for something serious? I get that. Just not that into me? I get that. Not telling me what's going on? I don't get that. It's actually quite disrespectful Ashley. Clearly we are on two different pages, which is hurtful. What makes it even more hurtful is you just not saying anything at all to me. Telling me that you aren't interested and things will never work between us is a hell of a lot better than being ignored. I guess I just assumed that age would have made you a slight bit more respectful of other people's feelings. I'm not mad, It Is What It Is. I won't be expecting a reply back, I just wanted to let you know that you hurt my feelings, for whatever that's worth.
Pretty bummed about that too.
Tonight I will be drowning my sorrows in double stuff oreos and xanax.
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I know to a T how you feel.