aldine

I am in a terrible slump right now. I have completely introverted myself from society. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything, except when I get too fucked up, which is happening often lately. I hate feeling this way because I turn into a huge flake. I just don't have the energy to have a conversation with anyone.

I think I'm moving back to Indiana. i think a huge part of me being so sad is that I am just overwhelmed in the city. It's too hard to live by myself, paying for everything, being broke as fuck, and no one to turn to for emotional support. I tried to grow up too fast, and I regret it because I can't fucking handle it.

My life is too much to handle right now.

i really want the new SG book.