i dont like getting high as much as i used to anymore. i start doing heavy meditation about my life when I am, and it really bums me out. I am on total hiatus from my life, and I really wish I wasn't. i want to be at my apartment, I want to be working, I want to look down and not be reminded that I got hit by a car. Its kind of scary to me that I'm going to have a bunch of metal shit in my leg from now on. I can't remember what its like to walk normally, i'm afraid my leg forgot how to walk. and it always hurts. The only upside is it doesn't look that bad from the outside. I think what bothers me the most is the person who hit me is trying to say he wasn't at fault. And as dumb as it sounds, that hurts my feelings. He completely ruined my life, and he got to go straight back to his. I don't even give a shit about the settlement money, because to me there is no amount of money that would make me feel okay about this happening. I just want this guy to know what he did was wrong and for him to feel terrible about what he did to me.
Wow.... morbid, huh?
Wow.... morbid, huh?
firstamendment:
The legal system sucks for making people feel better. It never does. It's all about the result (I learned after a long time). And that makes one-stop shoppers (like you, with a hurt leg) quite angry, which is completely justified. It sucks.