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reason 982734987239472937 i dont:

1. hang out with girls
2. get involved in people's drama, even if it will help someone out
3. give a shit





fuccccck you! im so over it, and i dont even care, because IM TELLING THE TRUTH AND YOU'RE NOT! if i look like the bad guy, at least the people who know me (that matter the most) know that...
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bigfloppy:
im good, i finaly have a weekend thats longer than 1 day.

the arm looks nice. keep me updated as you get more work done. its been almost 2 years since the last time i had any work done, ineed more!!
sirbeltower:
fuck the haters....

Merry Christmas cutie!!!!!!
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i think it's fun when my cat bats at my sweatshirt to get my attention.



le sigh.





i had fun tonight! yay for good friends and even better drinks!
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just so you all know:


im just a little upset that my now EXBOYFRIEND johnny damon signed with the yankees.


johnny, you can SUCK a-rod's TINY LITTLE PRICK.


i hope you have fun shaving off your beard and cutting your hair, you stupid fucking jerkoff.


love and kisses!,
kate
sirbeltower:
want me to beat him up for you??
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so im sitting here in my living room drinking some diet coke completely naked and procrastinating getting ready for work. i cant log into myspace because it's being a cup, which is giving me an effing panic attack. i hate how reliant i am on that damn website. you'd think that since i've been on there for like 2 years or something i'd get over...
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why is it so fucking difficult to find a job that pays at least $9 an hour and isnt working for some nasty corporation? seriously, i'll do JUST about anything except hard sell things (i fucking hate selling things. i used to sell cable. yuck). someone find me a job that doesnt suck! UGH!
sirbeltower:
on another note,
wow
that was really difficult....
but great at the same time

smile

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im pretty fucking tired.


drinks + kate + jess + ben + mikey + shep + BRIAN EFFING JONES!! + ronnie + nick + some dumb broads shep invited over and made out with = drunken, no sleep. i got a grand total of about half an hour last "night", and then "slept" for the ride home, although i think that only counts as cat...
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i feel sick.

im baking cookies for people and i decided i needed to make sure they didnt taste like shit because my oven is weird, and i tried one, and now i feel like yarfing.


dairy = not a good choice!
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lonely



i've been missing things lately.

my aunt, the person who could really understand me. it's been over a year since she died, and yet every time i think about her, i start to cry. i'm not a "cry" type of girl. it's not a common thing. i once went a year without crying, just because. she was hardly around when i was little, mostly...
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sirbeltower:
hey girly,

you gotta be a little easier on yourself....
you are absolutely gorgeous and the past is just that...the past. its called that for a reason.

getting it outside of you, even just verbally, is often a first step to getting rid of the burden of crap like that.

i am here anytime if for nothing more, than just to listen, i know our schedules are shitty for matching up, but anytime you need to talk, lemme know, you know i am here for ya.
decayingyouth:
I think I have a pretty good idea how your feeling about your Aunt. I did the same thing with my grandfather. I moved around a lot as a kid. So I was really never round a lot to spend time with him but the times we had together always seems magical, almost infinite. Still every time i visit my grandmother Im expecting to find him sitting in his chair, which could get a little awkward with my grandmother being remarried and all.

Well, I dont know you so I cant make any factual comments on your attractiveness. When people are sad/depressed they have a way of making then self feel ugly, trust me I know Im a master of this.

Ill shut up now and leave you alone.
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umm cream!!!!!!!!!


edit, 12:45 am:


i feel kind of sick now. that was mildly horrific for me.
sirbeltower:
what?? the telling of it all??
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sirbeltower:
can't wait to meet her in person