alcoholiv

so, last night... i had plans of "taking it easy" because im hanging out with a boy who i have a gigantic crush on tonight. yeah, what happens? i go out with brendi, we get shithoused because he keeps getting shots of southern comfort, and the bartender was giving them to us in ROCKS GLASSES. HOLY FUCK. add 2 pitchers of pbr into the equasion,...
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the boy that i like asked me to get a drink with him tomorrow night. i've only liked him for oh... 2 years-ish?

yeah.


things are (maybe?) looking up?

i dont know. i hate being too optomistic. cause then im vulnerable for the big let down.

tonight i'm going to see an awesome blues show up the street with my pal faggotron, the gay robot-man,...
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dear my liver,
i'm sorry that i keep doing this to you. i promise that i'll give you a break soon. real, real soon.

love you
xo
kate

everything is so fucking weird right now in my life.

im finally starting to gain some of the confidence back that i used to have (it's only taken 3 years. bad relationships can certainly fuck you up for a longggg time).

i miss tom a lot. it's getting to the point where i really KNOW that he's gone, and it hurts.

so i think i...
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i'm drunk right now.

valetine's day. i hate this day. and not because of it's lovey-dovey couple shit. because today is the day my sister died. and today is the day, 3 years ago, that we spread liz's ashes. and a host of other crap.

i've been drinking since 3 pm.

a certain someone bought me a fifth of beam black label. thank goodness for...
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i fucking miss tom so much right now.


holy shit.

holy crap, i got bombed last night. it was fun, i think? drank half a fifth of my good ol' pal jimmy beam, plus a couple of beers (the beers were because i was dehydrated and thirsty so, naturally, i drink beer to quench my thirst. im a dumbass). all the bad boys and girls came out, there was some dancing to journey (but there's...
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im having a get together tomorrow night at my apartment again. all the bad boys and girls will be there, which means it'll be a good time. whiskey, vodka, beer, oh my!!! and probably a little dance party in there. i havent gotten drunk in a few weeks, not since my night out with nick where we drank amigos out of pbr. hah!

i found...
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it's been an emotionally draining week.

i left to go to my parent's house on thursday. i took the cats, packed up my clothes, and took off for shapleigh/sanford. i got to my parent's house around 2, then needed to go into sanford to buy something to wear to the funeral and wake. i ended up buying a peacoat at marshall's. then i went back...
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