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i think it's fun when my cat bats at my sweatshirt to get my attention.

le sigh.

i had fun tonight! yay for good friends and even better drinks!

just so you all know:

im just a little upset that my now EXBOYFRIEND johnny damon signed with the yankees.

johnny, you can SUCK a-rod's TINY LITTLE PRICK.

i hope you have fun shaving off your beard and cutting your hair, you stupid fucking jerkoff.

love and kisses!,
kate

sirbeltower:

want me to beat him up for you??

Dec 22, 2005

so im sitting here in my living room drinking some diet coke completely naked and procrastinating getting ready for work. i cant log into myspace because it's being a cup, which is giving me an effing panic attack. i hate how reliant i am on that damn website. you'd think that since i've been on there for like 2 years or something i'd get over...
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why is it so fucking difficult to find a job that pays at least $9 an hour and isnt working for some nasty corporation? seriously, i'll do JUST about anything except hard sell things (i fucking hate selling things. i used to sell cable. yuck). someone find me a job that doesnt suck! UGH!

sirbeltower:

on another note,
wow
that was really difficult....
but great at the same time

Dec 19, 2005

im pretty fucking tired.

drinks + kate + jess + ben + mikey + shep + BRIAN EFFING JONES!! + ronnie + nick + some dumb broads shep invited over and made out with = drunken, no sleep. i got a grand total of about half an hour last "night", and then "slept" for the ride home, although i think that only counts as cat...
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i feel sick.

im baking cookies for people and i decided i needed to make sure they didnt taste like shit because my oven is weird, and i tried one, and now i feel like yarfing.

dairy = not a good choice!

lonely

i've been missing things lately.

my aunt, the person who could really understand me. it's been over a year since she died, and yet every time i think about her, i start to cry. i'm not a "cry" type of girl. it's not a common thing. i once went a year without crying, just because. she was hardly around when i was little, mostly...
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sirbeltower:

hey girly,

you gotta be a little easier on yourself....
you are absolutely gorgeous and the past is just that...the past. its called that for a reason.

getting it outside of you, even just verbally, is often a first step to getting rid of the burden of crap like that.

i am here anytime if for nothing more, than just to listen, i know our schedules are shitty for matching up, but anytime you need to talk, lemme know, you know i am here for ya.

Dec 10, 2005

decayingyouth:

I think I have a pretty good idea how your feeling about your Aunt. I did the same thing with my grandfather. I moved around a lot as a kid. So I was really never round a lot to spend time with him but the times we had together always seems magical, almost infinite. Still every time i visit my grandmother Im expecting to find him sitting in his chair, which could get a little awkward with my grandmother being remarried and all.

Well, I dont know you so I cant make any factual comments on your attractiveness. When people are sad/depressed they have a way of making then self feel ugly, trust me I know Im a master of this.

Ill shut up now and leave you alone.

Dec 10, 2005

umm cream!!!!!!!!!

edit, 12:45 am:

i feel kind of sick now. that was mildly horrific for me.

sirbeltower:

what?? the telling of it all??

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