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sirbeltower:
definitely diggin on the rollers.
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my little family is restored, which is pretty much the best thing ever, because let me tell you, i was FUCKING BORED. holy shit. it's weird, because we're basically together all the damn time. i suppose that's what will happen when you live, work, and are best friends with one person. also, i dont have any other friends really. it's kind of funny. i used...
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ll_bean_j:
Eh, Portland's a big city, get out and be social. Ok, it's not THAT big. I go thru spells like that all the time, I know how you feel.

both pics are wonderful smile
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crisis intervention.


again.


this time, this one hit too close to home. another friend locked up. but this time... it's my family. i'm all alone in this house. i miss her already and it's only 24 hours. i want her to get better. i want her to be happy. i dont want her to feel the way she feels anymore, and i dont want the...
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insomnia sucks.

i'm going to call the Maine SPCA tomorrow because they have an advertisement in the paper about needing help at their horse rescue farm, which is only 15 minutes from my house and would be an amazing job.


i need something rewarding. summer is almost over and i'm not driving to ogunquit in the dead of winter, THAT i am sure of. fuck...
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jasondelane:
Good luck....the horse rescue sounds like fun...
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twistedone:
wow, yea, that's definitely a good shirt
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so im pretty sure that i'll NEVER understand the male of our species.

situation:

boy sees you at bar. figures out that your best friend is seeing his roommate (via myspace, of course, just like EVERYTHING ELSE). asks to be introduced. boy is very attractive, intellegent, and likes the same movies/cartoons/tv shows that you do. of course, you are smitten, but keeping it cool. (it's...
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a_vanity:
boys around other boys im suspecting. Boys. bite ass. Love kiss
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eh so i've had a weird week.

admitted some intense feelings that i've been harboring for someone that i shouldnt have been. long story. but it sucked anyway and really threw me for a loop. it was a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders, but it still really... sucked.


anyway, jess, joe, and i are going camping tomorrow, and im fucking psyched. not psyched...
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eh. so last night i got a call from the girl. the girl and i have a very complicated relationship. we used to be roommates. then stuff happened. we spent a lot of time together. she moved up here from florida like 14 months ago or so. she'd never dated a boy before moving here, and all of a sudden was in this fairly serious...
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ll_bean_j:
Wow. I can't say I've ever had to deal with something like that but I'm sorry. Hopefully she can conquer her demons, for her sake and for yours, since you obviously care a lot about her. Sometimes you get to a point where there's nothing you can do, you just have to hope for the best. To me it sounds like all she needs is a good change of environment, but often times that's easier said that done. Who knows. Whatever happens, you're truly a good friend to her.

How's your finger doing? Hang in there. smile

edited to add: and oh, hope you DID get out and about tonite. I went to a supposed 80s nite at Asylum (ok I got dragged there) last weekend, it was dead. some poor bastard from WCYY was trying to give away prizes. hang in there. psh, already said that. well, hang in there anyway tongue

[Edited on Jul 22, 2005 1:01AM]
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ll_bean_j:
I hear ya. I'm just hanging out with cap'n morgan tonite.
watchmaker:
you've got great items you can't live without. you've got to post a pic of your kittie.
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dear boys,

since my weekend has totally sucked, it would be wicked awesome if someone took me to walk around deering oaks park tomorrow, because i drove by it today on the way to get my prescription filled (for el fucked up finger) and i really wanted to just go sit on the grass.

the end.



so... last night i got about 4 hours of...
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ll_bean_j:
I live right near Deering Oaks. Interesting neighbourhood, it is. I've only walked thru the park once though. I'm more a Western/Eastern Prom kinda guy. You had a day of sheer unabated SUCKITUDE. Far worse than any pain-in-the-ass type things I've dealt with in the past two hours. I'ma pour a stiff one tonight for you. smile
garamondyo:
Well, there's not much I wouldn't do to go wandering through Deering Oaks right now. So far away these days. How's the weather over there?
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today fucking blew. HARD.


holy SHIT.
ll_bean_j:
Mmmmmmmm... blood-free sandwiches *drool* tongue

I almost met someone from Journey, well they didn't show at some event I was at once. bok
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