alchemy

well, last weeks trip to massachusetts was a complete disaster. we we supsosed to leave friday morning but walter's mom desided that she didn't wan't to stay in the same house as me cause "5 grown adults can't stay in one house" even though at one point there were 2 adults and 10 kids living in that same house. then walter's father desided to take her side and there was a big blow out. it meant so much to me to go on this trip because i wanted to meet some of walters family who actually want to get to know me and won't judge me before knowing me. so walter found us another place to stay and we drove up by ourselves. to make a long story short, i ended up in the emergency room 2 times while in mass because of my migraines. one day i ended up taking 6 percs within 8 hrs just so i could try to stay at the get together. they didn't work very well. but the trip wasn't a total bust. i did get to meet some of his family that didn't treat me like shit. i am so stressed out i'm about to loose it.