albertine

So time for Christmas again.
taking off in a few hours, actually Christmas gets me quite insane, the whole meet the family thing- explaining what you are trying to accomplish in your life,even if you don't really know, and no it did't hurt to pierce my nose, yes I know I'm pretty but I try to make myself ugly, yes maybe I don't love myself, yes please I'll eat some more.

I'll eat myself to death.

Then reading, because it's kind of cold for walking around,

I know I'll be feeling so stuck in that big coutryhouse in the middle of nowhere, and the fog will rise from the vineyard, and I'll be looking at this horizon that melts with the sky, and I'll smoke another sigarette.