albertine

I took the train this morning in a grey universe, the landscape was just grey heavy clouds and railroad tracks for a few hours.

my city is becoming the image of my fear.

i felt relieved, cause i need to keep busy, i need to be running, if i bounce from a place to another, then i won't have the time to feel that i am wasting something.

i won't have time to ask myself if i am really going anywhere.
I just need to go.

and now it feels good.