Sleep is not my friend
painfully awake it's my first night alone here, with this knowledge of everything crashing around me, in a fraction of a second how it was so easy to be replaced. I guess things just work themselves out eventually, sitting here numb to this pain and this sense of loss, I was taking everything for granted.
And I thought I didnt care, I thought I could break this cicle of paths just repeating over and over and over troughout the years, I pretended I was the cool one and of course I cannot really deal with the reality of the facts.
That when I said I cared, I really meant it, you probabily just liked the sound of those words in your mouth.
Now Now... I should just take my car and drive as far as I can from here, or just stare at the sensless night smoking another cigarette.
painfully awake it's my first night alone here, with this knowledge of everything crashing around me, in a fraction of a second how it was so easy to be replaced. I guess things just work themselves out eventually, sitting here numb to this pain and this sense of loss, I was taking everything for granted.
And I thought I didnt care, I thought I could break this cicle of paths just repeating over and over and over troughout the years, I pretended I was the cool one and of course I cannot really deal with the reality of the facts.
That when I said I cared, I really meant it, you probabily just liked the sound of those words in your mouth.
Now Now... I should just take my car and drive as far as I can from here, or just stare at the sensless night smoking another cigarette.
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che dovevo stare zitta e bona e accontentarmi
una di quelle notti che la mia autonomia e indipendenza me le vorrei ficcare tutte su per il culo
e tu mi sei sparita...