albertine

..... as I was driving to Rome tonight.....

there was this full moon that was really really amazing. as I was driving south, I could see the profiles of the hills open in front of me, the shapes of the trees change, in this deep blue sky, and all this thinking and thinking that I have to do when I drive alone, as I dont have music in my car, so it's about keeping myself entertained and awake. often realizing that really there's not much that is worth to be said, anyways, even to myself.
This city still gives me the impression of being a passenger, as my friends here cannot stop telling me, I am FROM THE NORTH, wich makes me immensly unable to understand the deepest, more material FACTS about relations and life... being pointed at as the one from Milan, as if I were,let's say, from Timbuktu, really will never cease to amuse me, as I breath this air of magnificence in decay, you can smell the rotten empire, in the redundant emptiness of the streets of the suburbs. I love it.

Full moon... will be Easter weekend, wich is infact, the first weekend after the first full moon after the equinox. jhaha. easter is SO my favourite festivity. I mean.
it's all about rabbits, eggs, jesus coming back to life... SPRING TIME!!! Fucking!!!Hormons!!! Paganism!! Death and resurrection... even better... resurrection after penitence. There are still processions in the south of this country where penitents walk for miles whipping their own back, till they arrive exausted and bloody to the sanctuary. The only festivity that is not THAT commercial, as talks about life, death and pain.... thigs that people dont like to be reminded of.... even in the shape of a chocolate egg....

so GO EASTER!

..... on a not-so-sode-note..... very soon I will be attending a very jet set punk event... wich will take place at the SF Moma and will feature the art of Zak Smith.... rumors are, that this event will be decadend as fuck.... and maybe even the notorious pornstar Zak Sabbath will show up (!!!).... I will get to see so many people that i really miss, likeSawa, Charlie,Juliana,Temper.... my SISTER Daria!.

all this stuff makes me a very very very happy easter bunny.... who is going to go get laied....NOW!!!