albertine

if you spent your night with ex EX boyfriend watching "Les temps du loups" pretending not to notice how badly he'd like to go back with you, infact meanwhile you are thinking that last year this time of the year you were madly in love on a beach watching shooting stars with a lover to whom you haven't talked in weeks.......while the only person that...
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look how lucky I have been lately....


..... I looove shooting beautiful ladies!!!

man, this heat is the HEAT!!!.

In 5 minutes, I am going to throw my ass in the glorious panda .... direction: the bucholic countryside.... grandma, I'll be there by dinnertime!

9:32 this morning: if I had balls I'd be sweating them off.

From a quick check of my physical and mental state, I try to ponder if the amount of alcohol I introduced into my body last night was too close to too much, meanwhile
Answer the fucking phone, that had been ringing for 15 minutes anyways, to be welcome with the notification that today...
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Apocalypse is over

infact, it was just pms.

There is a moment when you realize that procrastination is a jugglery that won't turn out well.

"I have no time" is the short-cut of fear, eternal procrastinating is the protection against truth and against life. Because looking at each other in the face, and listen, it means looking at yourself through the other person, and recognize your own silence, your own absence.

So I'll...
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When we wonder why that summer is in our memory so unique and neverending, we find it hard to speak in the sober way that is proper to the revelations of life. Usually, when we talk about that summer it's like we were holding it in our power. Truth is, she had the complete control of us. Today, it's unquestionable the finite nature of that...
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These days, I was gone, but I fell in love with the punk-rock commune.

Being 15 rocks.

So this is what I've been working on in the past week:

Does anything follow from the existence of consciousness, that would not follow just as readily if we were all Zombies who merely acted exactly as if they were conscious?
Think about it: Zombies who acted exactly as if they were conscious: Acted for how long? Well, for a lifetime obviously. And what does...
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as my dearest friend www pointed out, I am complaining way too much.
I wine as much as his black cat- he sais

It's just MAN I FUCKING LOVE complaining every now and then. Also, now ANd then.

eh.

sometimes is just pms!.

( I was also triyng to clean up my friends list and accidentally deleted most of my friends.... hmmm. please friend me...
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current mental/ physical state related to being back to my fucking city include:

-anxiety
-I am fucking sleepy ( it's fucking hot)
-being so broke it's not even funny
-late night, morning, afternoon, after/before lunch/dinner/breakfast SEX, missing it. FuCKING missing it.
-anxiety
-a rent to be paied
-anxiety
-have I mentioned craving for sex already????