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I've been operating on autopilot for the longest time now. I can't remember when last I felt that I was really myself and on top of everything. I'm missing some little spark in which I actually reside. It's intangible; you can tell when that spark is there and when it isn't, but only by its effects.

I can look back over the past several months...
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burning_bellhop:
Wow ,
That is a tell and deep box to sit in. I'm sorry things are that way. The office job has never been correct for me. It's unfourtunately one of the things that America sell to people, sort of like all of the things we consume in our free enterprise economy. The only way for people to be fulfilled is to spend their lives searching for that higher pay, that nicer car and house, That status of being in control or positions of power. The school of life has never been completely kind to me, but things have come a long way in these past couple of years. Fulfillment must come from within even if it sounds cheezy, and it's not gonna be that coveted office postion that will make the cup overflow for me. Can you take a nice vacation ? Sometimes that helps a bit. My creative side has always filled me with this need to do all of the tings that I do now. I am drawn to new forms of music , art , and creativity all the time. It is my true vent. I work to live, not the other way around. I do go through spurts where I work too much though. Like now , A good friend of mine JW is planning a trip for Europe at the end of March. There are several places we are going to check out over a two week period, but Tax time is April 15th. I am freelance, so I need to pay all my taxes, have money for the trip, and bill money for April and Part of May before I go. That is a tall order I tell you.

So I will burn out over the next month probably, but time off will be the key.
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geckogirl:
i used to feel the exact same way at my last job. i kept having these visions of my wrists cut, bleeding into the coffee pot, onto the copier glass, i'm walking down the hallways dragging my split wrist along the wall leaving a trail of blood behind me...

so i quit and went back to school. smile
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Don't hate me because I'm beautiful. Hate me because I'm a contemptible piece of cattle dung. blackeyed

*** Time Passes ***

This is where I went to high school.

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Uh, told ya so! mad
geckogirl:
you went to HS in cobb county?
burning_bellhop:
Local school news... My favorite article popped up a couple of years ago , when it appears that some 70% or greater of the student body at a Conyers high school turned up with.......oral gonorrhea ! It seems that Bj's and Cj's aren't sex after all !

smile smile smile smile smile smile biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin tongue tongue tongue tongue
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I didn't want to cover this up just yet:

*** Flashback ***
The other day, I again ate an entire quart of shrimp lo mein. Then I had a fortune cookie. I don't know what the fortune said, because I forgot to take it out first. blush
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Ok, go read this:
The scandal sheet. Pretty much all of this crap was...
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I have graduated from the SG Newbies group. *sniff* I - I don't know what to say. I'm so.... so happy. *kiss kiss* *kiss kiss*

*** Time Passes ***

Jane, would you please stop running my heart through the meat grinder? frown

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The other day, I again ate an entire quart of shrimp lo mein. Then I had a fortune cookie....
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dinan:
i reckon if 80's bodybuilder sluts are your thing, then nothing at all. smile
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I met several of the ATL contingent last night for the first time. We had a few drinks, chatted, and made barely perceptible rhythmic movements in synch with some music. The ladies were all stunning; the coolness factor of these folks is exceptionally high. If you're not in Atlanta, shame on y'all.

Got up around 11:30 this a.m. I'm gonna enjoy me a grade A...
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southernbelle:
There are lots of Pittsburgh transplants here too....I work for a company based out of PA, so we have a ton from other places than the 'burgh too.

I've never actually been told I was bad before....I've been told I was "all right"....he didn't tell that to me though....needless to say, that was over pretty quickly after that comment.
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Dinner tonight is Breyer's Rocky Road. 'Cause it's better than mass murder, fucker. I almost went to Psycho Tattoos to get my XIohazard done. Jane would prob'ly have a friggin' aneurysm, tho'. Not that she'd necessarily be against me getting it; just that she'd be pissed I didn't say anything aforehand. I read a couple threads on the SGATLiens board, and lots of people seem...
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geckogirl:
well i dont want to pressure you. everyone should feel really ready for their first time. you just let me know wink

hitting the hay now. night!
dinan:
um......................... wink

may i remind you, mr. konig, no one likes a gossip. oh wait no thats no one likes a showoff.

carry on then...

[Edited on Jan 16, 2005 10:36AM]
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Every fuckin' where I go today, I see this little fuckin' red balloon! What...does...it...mean?! Why does it taunt me so?! Ok, just kidding. It's 'cause I turned 29 today! woo hoo! Whaddaya mean it has my age over on the left? D'oh! Curse you, red balloon!!!

No, seriously. Thanks for all, er, both the warm birthday wishes. biggrin Too bad Jane's in L.A. I wanna get...
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burning_bellhop:
Happy birthday man. My cousin's birthday was today. I wrote about it in my journal. Knock the bottom out of Knewt in 2008. Hang all the politicians, that's what I say....
burning_bellhop:
by the way, I need to buy you a shot soon....
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I just met stuzzy_tuscadero for lunch at Johnny Rockets. He acknowledged my superior views on things political and SG, and I reciprocated. We're both interested in freeway blogging, so we began hatching a scheme to inform Atlanta via cardboard, spray paint, and perhaps those full sheet magnets you can put in your inkjet.

Petwatch: There are now pictures of Kitten Kitten posted. Squirrels like to...
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geckogirl:
haaaaaaaaaaappy birthday to you, haaappy birthday to you, haappy birthday dear erlkonig, haappy birthday tooooooo yooouuuuuuuu!!!!
kiss
stuzzy:
happy birthday man.
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The company I work for sends you a small box of chocolates at your birthday every year. That's pretty neat.

A good friend of the family is in town for a few days. He's a Catholic priest from Pittsburgh. A, um, gay Catholic priest. One night that he was horribly drunk, he made a pass at me. I was 14, I think. It was pretty...
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burning_bellhop:
It's funny, but but my outlook on buying music ends up being very strange. I love buying records. Electronic 12" records are printed in small counts usually 5,000 or less. When I buy a 12" it's like, "Hey man , I really love what you made. Thanks for sharing your best" . They end up getting a small chunk of change and they move on, but the track usually lives on in clubs and through remixing. It is so hard to buy a good quality CD from start to finish. It unfortunately comes down to capitalism as always. Amarica is beautiful and ugly at the same time. Give me a quality effort, and I will pay every time !
burning_bellhop:
Sorry I missed the question. What is Production Rigging ...

simply put , I hang heavy equipment for concerts , tradeshows , and theater...

Here's the homepage for one of my general contractors.

http://www.atlantarigging.com/about.htm
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W00t! I got new pictures of me up. I'm gonna put some up of kitten kitten shortly. She's the latest (and the only girl) to join my household.

The weather continues to be friggin' sweet here in GA, so I got to ride the bike in. S'posed to be like this through Wed. Rain on Thursday and Friday. On the way to work, I almost...
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kybella:
BUT, if you did have a tail...would you wag it?

Look at you...cutie. confused
stuzzy:
yup, got it, just put it in my phone. we're good