she: so now that you've been here twice and met my children, what do you think?
she: are you still into me?
me: hmm. I *really* like you and your girls are terrific, but I don't see myself moving to Raleigh.
me: one, i really love working for docucorp, and i don't think i've ever said that about a company before... Read More
i think i have a different standpoint than those above.
as anyone who knows me well knows, i moved in with sniggitysnags the day after we met, and two days later i told him i loved him. thats four days, the same as two weekends, but neither ones of us has ever been so gut wrenchingly and totally in love before this.
that being said, the first year was very very very hard! he and i both dealt with issues; he was in college and i wasnt, so i dealt with a lot of isolation/depression. and to this day it is still hard! everything that we do together has to be completely a compromise, even our hopes and dreams and aspirations.
that was a tangent but it was to prove a point. if you absolutely feel in your gut, in your soul, in every waking moment that you should be with her, you probably should. you could be giving up something incredible that you will kick yourself for forever. that being said, that doesnt mean totally give up everything you have; it means find a compromise.
if you can find a compromise, anything is possible.
Hey ... don't feel bad. You handled the situation the best you could. I feel bad for her that she got so swept up so quickly, but that is not your fault. I truly think you did the right thing, but you are such a nice and thoughtful person it still feels like shit to hurt another.
She has kids involved and it is better to stop than give false hope.
Great journal. I really enjoyed reading it. First I like that link you have with the lots of land, Ill keep that handy for when I want to raise sheep. Secondly, that god rant was funny, and thirdly boobie cast! I might have to convince Amanda to get 1 or 2. Very informative and good read, thanks sucka!
I forgot until this morning that I get my $1800 bond back. That, coupled with the fact that I only need to pay $225/mo on my fine until it's paid off, means I'll have plenty to pay off what I racked up in credit card debt.
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Other updates are at the bottom of this page. I wanted to leave this post up until the Keep A Breast auction is over.
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Ok. I know I don't have much of an audience, so it's up to the few of you who do visit me to spread the word in your journals. Also either post to appropriate groups... Read More
You are such a sweet and compassionate guy!!!!!!! I've missed our journal crashings!!!! Sorry I did not write back after I returned from my crazy Eurotrip .. I went into major hermit mode and was swamped with sooo many things it was ridiculous!!!!!
I'm slowly finding a way to deal with all the craziness and mayhem, and it generally involves eating large amounts of weed cookies and shunning the outside world!!! Hee hee ...
How are things ggoing for you?????? Good I truly hope ...
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I forgot to include this and wanted to before I forgot altogether.
One of my fraternity brothers wrote M&M Mars several years ago to complain that the 'm' on the candy often looked more like an 'n' or even an 'r'. He received a response, and included were coupons for 2 free 1 lb bags of m&ms. Coincidentally or not, M&M Mars... Read More
yeah... I'm sorry but even if you had every genius at MIT, NASA, the United Nations and Devry Technical Institute, you will never be able to find a technique that will make fast food employees "give a fuck". I guess you could make a robot that will do that shit but I dont want my burger with a side of kill all the humans
I fucking love George Carlin. From his Playboy interview (any transcription errors are mine):
Politics is where all this shit comes together to totally fuck over the little guy. Bear with me; this is a large point. You have the religious right steering this country now, led by its head fuck in the White House. And to keep these religious people happy, George Bush and... Read More
1. mother of god on my throbbing purple cock, what a week it's been!
i've had my head buried in PDF the past couple of weeks. reading now, not just writing. writing you can do the same way every time; reading you gotta take into account the way everybody else writes it. it's been a bitch. on top of it, i had to add a... Read More
my client had a prior conviction for possession with intent to distribute cocaine and marijuana. under georgia law, if a person is convicted of a second (or more) possession with intent to distribute or trafficking drug offense, the state can seek life imprisonment, if they give the defense sufficient notice. However, the judge does not have to impose a life sentence. In that case, the client would face a maximum sentence of 40 years and a minimum fine of $200,000! the state was playing hardball because of my client's prior record. however, they do that on most every case. but, they are learning slowly that I can play hardball as well.
I hate this shit 
I don't like to hit other girls - well I don't like to hit anyone so I would just make mean faces
as anyone who knows me well knows, i moved in with sniggitysnags the day after we met, and two days later i told him i loved him. thats four days, the same as two weekends, but neither ones of us has ever been so gut wrenchingly and totally in love before this.
that being said, the first year was very very very hard! he and i both dealt with issues; he was in college and i wasnt, so i dealt with a lot of isolation/depression. and to this day it is still hard! everything that we do together has to be completely a compromise, even our hopes and dreams and aspirations.
that was a tangent but it was to prove a point. if you absolutely feel in your gut, in your soul, in every waking moment that you should be with her, you probably should. you could be giving up something incredible that you will kick yourself for forever. that being said, that doesnt mean totally give up everything you have; it means find a compromise.
if you can find a compromise, anything is possible.
good luck.
She has kids involved and it is better to stop than give false hope.
Hang in there!!!!!!!!!!!