alaskanabraska

Ive got to say, its been a very long time since Ive woken up, turned over and smiled the biggest smile Ive ever smiled. I couldnt have woken up more on the right side of the bed if I had tried.

I feel absolutly amazing today like its my birthday and Christmas & retirement all rolled into one, happy, healthy, perky, upbeat. And not just because Im going to a wedding tomorrow, not just because Im having an amazing time off of work, and not just because I am off to Paris on Monday & not just because I have amazing friends & a loving family either.

But just because I am truly happy & Im completely content with myself & I, myself put me here, in this wonderful aura of positivity. Feels bloody awesome I tell ya.
I know Ive written a lot of crap at (alaska-nabraska.tumblr.com) in the past about feeling down and hurt, depressed and sad, angry and what not, but isnt it nice to say something positive about myself, to feel good about me and my life for once, hell yes it is.

Even better I have just little perks to add to my list of feeling great, a little attention is always great. Makes you feel good to know that someone, a total stranger, has simply noticed you because of how you look. When youve been out on a night out, when youve been at work, through a mutual friend. Has noticed you above everyone else and has bothered to let it be known.

Theres only one smaller minor thing Id like to sort out in my life at the moment, and thats work life, but Im working on that at present so at least Im pursuing it. If I could get the job I want then all will be perfect.

It really does feel great to know that I am worth it, I am enough.

No one is taking away this smile off my face thats for sure. Love love