I'm lost, that's the only way I can describe life right now. I don't know where I fit.
My new job infuriates me some days and others it's alright. But about 80% of the shoppers in the salvation army are rude, racist, illiterate or they're one smoke short of a pack. Which reminds me, I could really use a smoke right now.
I've also lost all my skills in courting men. I have this really mushy crush on this wonderful boy with the butterflies and everything. I told him and he was stoked, but now he avoids me whenever I walk into a room he's in. It makes no damn sense. BOYS, YOU MAKE NO SENSE. I think its either because he's younger or because he lives in a house with my ex-friend who hates me. Could someone with a penis take a stab at this one? (pun intended)
Oh yeah, and I've sucessfully quit anti-depressants. I kinda want to beat the shit out of my doctor for ever prescribing them. Hardest drug to kick. You crash hard if you do it cold turkey. Really hard. But, I somehow did it with a little help from my friends. Now I feel things again. I get mad, i get sad, I get horney! I have my soul back.
Now I just need to go to a really kickass show and I think I'll be right as rain.
Sam, if you're reading this. Lets go to a show.
Anyone in vancouver if you're reading this, lets go to a show.
Anyone going to skafest?
<3
PS: everyone be nice to lovely. If I had tags on my photoset like hers I would cry. It's really mean what people said about her.
My new job infuriates me some days and others it's alright. But about 80% of the shoppers in the salvation army are rude, racist, illiterate or they're one smoke short of a pack. Which reminds me, I could really use a smoke right now.
I've also lost all my skills in courting men. I have this really mushy crush on this wonderful boy with the butterflies and everything. I told him and he was stoked, but now he avoids me whenever I walk into a room he's in. It makes no damn sense. BOYS, YOU MAKE NO SENSE. I think its either because he's younger or because he lives in a house with my ex-friend who hates me. Could someone with a penis take a stab at this one? (pun intended)
Oh yeah, and I've sucessfully quit anti-depressants. I kinda want to beat the shit out of my doctor for ever prescribing them. Hardest drug to kick. You crash hard if you do it cold turkey. Really hard. But, I somehow did it with a little help from my friends. Now I feel things again. I get mad, i get sad, I get horney! I have my soul back.
Now I just need to go to a really kickass show and I think I'll be right as rain.
Sam, if you're reading this. Lets go to a show.
Anyone in vancouver if you're reading this, lets go to a show.
Anyone going to skafest?
<3
PS: everyone be nice to lovely. If I had tags on my photoset like hers I would cry. It's really mean what people said about her.
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well it sounds like that guy likes u back but doesnt kno how to approach u. he is probably nervous. shit i would be too if a pretty girl like u told me she liked me. u kno, not all guys can talk to girls so easily. what he probably needs is for u to ask him "what's up?", get him to open up a little. hang out with him as friends and see where things go. tell him to quit bein a such a douche! lol! no im j.k.