I miss my fat bubba.
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I miss my fat bubba.
I am sleepy, sleepy. The move made me very exhausted. I was too tired, I am too tired.
My grandpa took me shopping, I wear a size 6/8 now, yea! for me being backwards. I figure that I am going to disappear into nothingness by the end of this pregnancy business.
I am taking my fat cat Bub away tomorrow, and Hades is going away...
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My grandpa took me shopping, I wear a size 6/8 now, yea! for me being backwards. I figure that I am going to disappear into nothingness by the end of this pregnancy business.
I am taking my fat cat Bub away tomorrow, and Hades is going away...
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dementia_____:
Ooooh..so they decided to be bad cats..hmmm.
Stupid bubba rump and promethius.
Stupid bubba rump and promethius.
ophelia:
awwww...
I'd hate to have to get rid of my kitties, I'm sorry.
I'm glad that you're all moved and settled now, though.
I'd hate to have to get rid of my kitties, I'm sorry.
I'm glad that you're all moved and settled now, though.
12 hours left until all this moving starts. I am so tired, so fucking tired. I am passing the time watching idiotic tv shows while eating rolaids. I hate crunching rolaids, in my dreams when my teeth fall apart thats how it feels.
I am wasting time............................. wasting time.
Maybe I play Diablo if I didn't pack it, I am lvl 68 now. It's friday...
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I am wasting time............................. wasting time.
Maybe I play Diablo if I didn't pack it, I am lvl 68 now. It's friday...
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vutek:
your cat analogy is PERFECT!!
omg!
i will buy your book when it comes out.
just perfect!
(the patch of sunlight on the bed=nirvana)
[the rose pedal is when a cat gets the tip of its tongue "stuck" outside its mouth. it is one of the cutest things in the world. i get the chills when my cats do it. it is that dear. also: i do it too, as a tribute, but i end up looking "slow".]
omg!
i will buy your book when it comes out.
just perfect!
(the patch of sunlight on the bed=nirvana)
[the rose pedal is when a cat gets the tip of its tongue "stuck" outside its mouth. it is one of the cutest things in the world. i get the chills when my cats do it. it is that dear. also: i do it too, as a tribute, but i end up looking "slow".]
vutek:
p.s. please send the potato speech transcript.
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[Edited on Nov 19, 2003 10:18PM]
I have 22 hours left in Victoria 
And what I'll be doing packing and cleaning, then cleaning some more.
The landlord is trying my patience, he wants to do renovations in my kitchen today. I don't know how the rest of the world works, but my kitchen isn't the slightest bit packed. That is aside from the mess that would be created by cutting out...
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And what I'll be doing packing and cleaning, then cleaning some more.
The landlord is trying my patience, he wants to do renovations in my kitchen today. I don't know how the rest of the world works, but my kitchen isn't the slightest bit packed. That is aside from the mess that would be created by cutting out...
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dementia_____:
ohhh....we'll go drink bubble tea and you can eat your sandwich today.
Ill help you clean. I love to clean things. I dont know why.
Ill help you clean. I love to clean things. I dont know why.
akuma_usagi:
that's funny I just came to talk to myself, and now I don't remember what I was gonna say.
my landlord came by and said I don't have to clean my kitchen
if I let him cut a big hole in the wall.
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my landlord came by and said I don't have to clean my kitchen
if I let him cut a big hole in the wall.[Edited on Nov 14, 2003 12:27PM]
I've been awake for two hours, and I am sooo tired. Maybe video games would help or more Pepsi or if I open more windows so the fumes of the selfcleaning oven can escape. Or I could get off my ass and pack. I haven't packed all week. I only have until friday night. Yah, pressuring myself doesn't work.
My in-laws gave me birthday money!...
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My in-laws gave me birthday money!...
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dementia_____:
Nono! (though that would be soo cute to see..im laughing hard now envisioning it)
Baby boy, when he gets to be a toddler..can you picture it?
Hes on his baby leash, some lady makes a mean remark about babies on leashes and we say.."ashur! attack!" and then "zoom!" hes at her like a baby raccoon..."COOOLLLOLOLOLOLUUUU!!!!"
Baby boy, when he gets to be a toddler..can you picture it?
Hes on his baby leash, some lady makes a mean remark about babies on leashes and we say.."ashur! attack!" and then "zoom!" hes at her like a baby raccoon..."COOOLLLOLOLOLOLUUUU!!!!"
xxanastasiaxx:
i hate packing.
next time i move ( move often, every place bores me)
I'm leaving everything behind.
Fluff- sickenly sweet marshmallow goop in a jar. Best served on wonderbread...double the sugar high. (could be washed down with a pepsi as long as you don't plan on going to sleep anytime soon)
Henry Rollins tends to be really dark, and cynical (but entertaining, atleast to me) he has a few books, The portable Henry Rollins is a good place to start because it has bits and pieces from a few of his books. (some of it is rather disturbing though) I hear there is another that combines much of his previous writings but can't remember the name. bleh.
I haven't seen a raccoon (unsmooshed) in a looong time.
next time i move ( move often, every place bores me)
I'm leaving everything behind.
Fluff- sickenly sweet marshmallow goop in a jar. Best served on wonderbread...double the sugar high. (could be washed down with a pepsi as long as you don't plan on going to sleep anytime soon)
Henry Rollins tends to be really dark, and cynical (but entertaining, atleast to me) he has a few books, The portable Henry Rollins is a good place to start because it has bits and pieces from a few of his books. (some of it is rather disturbing though) I hear there is another that combines much of his previous writings but can't remember the name. bleh.
I haven't seen a raccoon (unsmooshed) in a looong time.
I move in two days!
I've spent the day alone, I did visit the guy at the cornerstore, he said he'd miss me.
Well not everyone is willing to pay three bucks for a shaker of pepper.
And I swear Pluto is going retrograde right now, because I am reliving some nasty grudges. Hmm, maybe not. I guess they were just suppressed so everyone else...
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I've spent the day alone, I did visit the guy at the cornerstore, he said he'd miss me.
Well not everyone is willing to pay three bucks for a shaker of pepper.
And I swear Pluto is going retrograde right now, because I am reliving some nasty grudges. Hmm, maybe not. I guess they were just suppressed so everyone else...
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godlessnerd:
You are moving to Nanaimo???!!! OH YOU POOR POOR THING!!!! I feel for you. Anyhow... where do you live now?
Anyhow, if you need to get out of Nanaimo any time, we can get together, cause lord knows, you are GOING to want to get out of Nanaimo.
Anyhow, if you need to get out of Nanaimo any time, we can get together, cause lord knows, you are GOING to want to get out of Nanaimo.
godlessnerd:
It smells like PEE???!!! Why? Is there an abundance of drunks up there stinkin' it up?
One more day eh? thats too bad... you will come down to Victoria every so often though won't you?
I make a point of not really ever going up island... unless to camp. There is too much bush up there
haha
One more day eh?
thats too bad... you will come down to Victoria every so often though won't you?
I make a point of not really ever going up island... unless to camp. There is too much bush up there
hahaAll I want to do is sleep. All I want to do is sleep. Jarrod buy me a bigger bed before I have to hurt you. Beware of the lip balm. I think that was supposed to be funny but how would I know I only sleep two hours. Buy me a milkshake and I'll forgive you. I HOPE YOU GET GRAVEYARD SHIFT!!! Cause I...
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ophelia:
I hope that the moving goes well.
And really, you have met me, sort of. You've met Fjola, right?
Imagine Fjola but slightly more annoying and slightly less cute, but still as neurotic and you have me.
And really, you have met me, sort of. You've met Fjola, right?
Imagine Fjola but slightly more annoying and slightly less cute, but still as neurotic and you have me.
xxanastasiaxx:
weasle baby dreams..
well..
babies are kinda like weasles..
kinda.
a bit more noisy
but they get into just as much trouble..
when they become mobile
they are less hairy though..
and umm..smell better..
well..
sometimes.
(babies, not the weasles)
I'm going to school to deliver babies btw
midwife.
yup.
Hope you're getting some sleep..
well..
babies are kinda like weasles..
kinda.
a bit more noisy
but they get into just as much trouble..
when they become mobile
they are less hairy though..
and umm..smell better..
well..
sometimes.
(babies, not the weasles)
I'm going to school to deliver babies btw
midwife.
yup.
Hope you're getting some sleep..
I GOT BIRTHDAY CAKE!!! And I didn't have to make it myself, so its sweet and looks pretty. Thanks sweetie 
Which also adds to my dismay of having absolutely nothing to wear and more temper tantrums. Yep, I packed away all my clothes today. I am left with weird random kindof fitting clothes. Actually I should get going to sew some pants. It's fucking cold...
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Which also adds to my dismay of having absolutely nothing to wear and more temper tantrums. Yep, I packed away all my clothes today. I am left with weird random kindof fitting clothes. Actually I should get going to sew some pants. It's fucking cold...
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dementia_____:
OK.
Well.
Honestly you are the only other person that I care about as much as myself. And yes obviously it is out of habit and more a far stretch even...
I DO care about you. I care about how you feel, what goes on in your life, how you are feeling. But how am I supposed to really express that when you make no effort to contact me. I can only do somuch. Both of us have things going on in our lives and you may say yours is more important, but I say they are both weighted equal in very different ways. No, I cant understand whats its like to have a marriage or a husband or a baby...Im not there at all. and once, I tried to understand and you knocked me aside. So, what can I do?
Ive let you know over and over..If there is anything I can do...ask me. Ill do it. Ill be there.
It isnt that I dont care..that is far from the truth. But you know how I work..youve known me almost 7 years...we operate differently. Now I guess its just a matter if you want that still. If you want me to be there, to offer myself, or if youd rather extinguish all but a few of your relations with people and start over by yourself in your new world thats approaching. Honestly it is up to you. Ive sat by when you didnt speak to me for months and months, but Id rather know 100% where you are, because those months were torture and NOW the situation is entirely different.
I dont know how you are feeling because you dont tell me. And when you you a little..you make me feel below you be suggesting I am irrelivent and in the way...really.
Ack. So. Well. thats all for now I guess. So much is going on right now.
I know that you will probably take these words and think they are meaningless and stupid and such. But I dont care really. Ive said them. I mean them.Take them how you will. At this point Im totally numb to most anything and I cant really function efficiently in this world. This would just be the "creme" of sorts. Nothing would surprise me..It seems that no matter what I say here or any other time..you wont like what I have to say. You never do. Youve never liked anything Ive ever done or said. any idea Ive brought forth any mattter Ive brought up, and feelings Ive opened(which are true..I never lie) youve never liked/agreed with. I dont expect this to be any different. But this isnt about me. It is about you. and so you know where I stand.
I love you.
xo, A
Well.
Honestly you are the only other person that I care about as much as myself. And yes obviously it is out of habit and more a far stretch even...
I DO care about you. I care about how you feel, what goes on in your life, how you are feeling. But how am I supposed to really express that when you make no effort to contact me. I can only do somuch. Both of us have things going on in our lives and you may say yours is more important, but I say they are both weighted equal in very different ways. No, I cant understand whats its like to have a marriage or a husband or a baby...Im not there at all. and once, I tried to understand and you knocked me aside. So, what can I do?
Ive let you know over and over..If there is anything I can do...ask me. Ill do it. Ill be there.
It isnt that I dont care..that is far from the truth. But you know how I work..youve known me almost 7 years...we operate differently. Now I guess its just a matter if you want that still. If you want me to be there, to offer myself, or if youd rather extinguish all but a few of your relations with people and start over by yourself in your new world thats approaching. Honestly it is up to you. Ive sat by when you didnt speak to me for months and months, but Id rather know 100% where you are, because those months were torture and NOW the situation is entirely different.
I dont know how you are feeling because you dont tell me. And when you you a little..you make me feel below you be suggesting I am irrelivent and in the way...really.
Ack. So. Well. thats all for now I guess. So much is going on right now.
I know that you will probably take these words and think they are meaningless and stupid and such. But I dont care really. Ive said them. I mean them.Take them how you will. At this point Im totally numb to most anything and I cant really function efficiently in this world. This would just be the "creme" of sorts. Nothing would surprise me..It seems that no matter what I say here or any other time..you wont like what I have to say. You never do. Youve never liked anything Ive ever done or said. any idea Ive brought forth any mattter Ive brought up, and feelings Ive opened(which are true..I never lie) youve never liked/agreed with. I dont expect this to be any different. But this isnt about me. It is about you. and so you know where I stand.
I love you.
xo, A
bombshellbetty:
Yay! Thanks for giving my ex a piece of your mind. You rock! And happy happy (late) birthday!
I just moved, too, and it took me two days of solid packing to be done. Ugh. I hate packing like that. Hope it all stays easy for you!
I just moved, too, and it took me two days of solid packing to be done. Ugh. I hate packing like that. Hope it all stays easy for you!
I have a new video game yah no social life and no feeling in my legs. but its ok, I am not intrested in the outside world, its just the same old bullshit over and over for years and years. So I realized after sleeping only 3 hrs in 2 days (not related to new game) that I choose who my friends are and aren't....
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yah no social life and no feeling in my legs. but its ok, I am not intrested in the outside world, its just the same old bullshit over and over for years and years. So I realized after sleeping only 3 hrs in 2 days (not related to new game) that I choose who my friends are and aren't.... Read More
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dementia_____:
eating and/or using sponges(real ones) is mean.
someone tried to buy them once and i started to kick them, as i often do...yeah. but i guess this is not for real. but still. if you wanna loofah or sponge yourself, buy faux.
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yeah. that is all. oh and r.i.p the diner. im sad. i liked all the neato pictures.
someone tried to buy them once and i started to kick them, as i often do...yeah. but i guess this is not for real. but still. if you wanna loofah or sponge yourself, buy faux.
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yeah. that is all. oh and r.i.p the diner. im sad. i liked all the neato pictures.
dementia_____:
Real. Always. But sometimes wayward and dried up. Like now.
let me start with 
yep, the joys of motherhood. i puked on my feet yesterday, i am really starting to get tired of this. yuck, I can't even think of that pukey incident. I just wish my bronchitis would finally clear up. It's been a month now. I am also really starting to hate my profile pic. It's just ugly. I enrolled in school this...
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yep, the joys of motherhood. i puked on my feet yesterday, i am really starting to get tired of this. yuck, I can't even think of that pukey incident. I just wish my bronchitis would finally clear up. It's been a month now. I am also really starting to hate my profile pic. It's just ugly. I enrolled in school this... Read More
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dementia_____:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
looky..i finally got an account!
ill see you tommorow!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
looky..i finally got an account!
ill see you tommorow!!!!!
delilah_banks:
Hey, just wanted to say Happy Birthday!
You should make him/her poop all over her!
Fuck. I just told her I thought she was wrong and asked for a sheet for accepting dr's and the receptionist got mad.
But yeah.
Death to EVEL DR. BLAINE.!
ps. I agree, sticky floors are EVEL. I think they migrate to you, b/c of your aversion...its like...a sticky floor invasion to 'tica....grrrr.
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