akuma_usagi

I am bored. so I thought I would update. I've been dreaming, idolizing, pining, occasionally sleeping for periods of a few hours, drinking coffee to stay alive, bitching, griping, riding my bike, cleaning up, sewing, selling my wardrobe for a more postpartum size wardrobe, playing on livejournal, loathing in-laws, missing friends, but being too poor to call them, wasting time and money internet shopping, starting to look like a gothabilly, laughing at the word gothabilly cause it draws a mental picture of a goat, hallucinating from a lack of sleep, playing video games if I ever find the time, trying to make time for school, trying to convince myself a career as a hairdresser wouldn't be boring, trying to save money, trying to cut costs of living, eating next to nothing out of laziness, making sure to feel the burn of some excercize, making myself wash my hair, i hate freshed washed hair it looks all floofy, cutting my hair shorter and shorter, debating a kelly osbourne-esque mohawk, learning this site has it problems, glad I am not a part of the problems, drooling over lithium picnic, hating stretch marks, making plans for modeling for pin-up modeling once said stretch marks fade, debating if a mole is actually skin cancer, picking at postpartum acne, anxious for the end of postpartum period, too lazy to make much needed doctors appointment, guility for sleeping through diaper changes, glad Jarrod forgives said sleeping in, tired and hungry. lookee at my hot bike, will a close resemblance of my bike. mine is sparlky dark red with leopard print seat and skull grips.