Since everyone keeps asking Loki is a Norse God who is the Prankster, Helmar means fighting fury.
I feel so much better these days in every respect. Its like pregnancy was some hostile invasion. I am happy and looking back my life of depression feels like a distant dream. I am so relieved that I can be myself and only doom and gloomy as my goth fashion accessory by choice.
Mind you I am more exhausted than I have ever been. I am still quite sore from the delivery. And its ok.
I am not sure how everything is going to settle down with Jarrod and me becoming a little family of three now. Especially considering our inability to cope with each other at the beginning of the pregnancy before we knew I was pregnant. That was an absolute disaster. Which will never happen again because its now confirmed sex makes babies so no more sex or babies.
Jarrod and I have been going crazy with our tax refund. Ordering all sorts of useless garbadge. Except the shoes, shoes aren't useless. And they are the cutest little mary janes. We also bought um what are they called low rider bikes or something, like the one in Heather's set. I don't know why I bought one. I think I am feeling fat or left over pregnant belly. Its not fat, Its not fat, its not fat
We have Jarrod's overly obese cat again. He made himself very unwelcome at my brothers house by pissing on absolutely everything he could. Here he has been ok. But with the baby I was actually becoming ok with the idea of not having cats around.
I don't feel good and I have to wake up at first light with baby so I go now.
I feel so much better these days in every respect. Its like pregnancy was some hostile invasion. I am happy and looking back my life of depression feels like a distant dream. I am so relieved that I can be myself and only doom and gloomy as my goth fashion accessory by choice.
Mind you I am more exhausted than I have ever been. I am still quite sore from the delivery. And its ok.
I am not sure how everything is going to settle down with Jarrod and me becoming a little family of three now. Especially considering our inability to cope with each other at the beginning of the pregnancy before we knew I was pregnant. That was an absolute disaster. Which will never happen again because its now confirmed sex makes babies so no more sex or babies.
Jarrod and I have been going crazy with our tax refund. Ordering all sorts of useless garbadge. Except the shoes, shoes aren't useless. And they are the cutest little mary janes. We also bought um what are they called low rider bikes or something, like the one in Heather's set. I don't know why I bought one. I think I am feeling fat or left over pregnant belly. Its not fat, Its not fat, its not fat
We have Jarrod's overly obese cat again. He made himself very unwelcome at my brothers house by pissing on absolutely everything he could. Here he has been ok. But with the baby I was actually becoming ok with the idea of not having cats around.
I don't feel good and I have to wake up at first light with baby so I go now.
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Also, that is weird.... a friend in van is currently building me my own little bike for my birthday. Has a vintage '57 frame.
Im scared of bikes as you know, but I figure, Ill stay off main street and have an excuse to load my rad-tastic basket and ride to the graveyard for picinics.
You are most welcome to join me......can babies fit in bike baskets?
xo.
Also: More shoes=super fantastic.
There's this thing out there that they call contraception ...... lol
So glad to hear that the hormonal roller coaster has ended for you. Time to kick back and enjoy that beautiful little bundle while you can. Mine are 9 and 5 now, it happens too quickly.
Be very careful with la putty tat. Don't know if it is old wives tale, but they say that babies and cats don't mix.
Cheers from downunder