Its all windy and rainy, but kindof sunny. I like the rain but my new haircolor doesn't. That's my new excuse for not going out, yep. I started on those happy pills again, I am not sure whats worse getting on them or getting off. I AM SO FUCKING TIRED!!!!!! Which is okay, I guess, I've had some nasty insomina especially with my fucking cough. I want to enroll in correspondence this week, I haven't started and I am already making excuses. I am so goddamn tired, I don't want to sit on a stinky bus for the next 1/2 hr. And of course I can't go 15 mins without using the washroom. I had an ultrasound yesterday, which was a very long couple hours trying not to pee my pants errr skirt. The baby gave me the finger, coulda been the index, but still. I know how he feels. And when we tried to see what sex he was, he hid his whatevers behind his umbilical cord. I am pretty convinced its a boy. He also sucked his thumb and ate amnoitic fluid or at least filled his mouth with it. And for doing all that, the least he coulda done was pulled his cord out of the way. I am not sure if it matters that much anyway, if its a girl I need plenty Wensday dresses and if its a boy I have to convince Jarrod that Jedi is a horrible name to give someone. I am so tired, I must make myself call school, at least make appointment. I need a nap 