akuma_usagi

I have nothing to say, nothing very intresting. I keep waiting for someone to post angry messages at me but no one ever does, perhaps I should try pissing someone off to achieve this. I really really really want a haircut, I think I will have it cut in the morning by me for free, or maybe not for free. I bought new pants with cats all over them with weird bows on their ears, they are blue. I had pizza for dinner, it was expensive but good. I have to go pick up my happy pills from the pharmacy I am happy about the happy pills. But I feel guility about taking them, I don't want an ADD flipper baby. I am at 20 weeks now, yea for me, only 20 more weeks to go until my loins are ripped apart. Oh well what did I need them for anyway. In my head I am talking like a robot. I am so happy there is only 20 weeks left until my hostile invader comes out and screams and pees on me. I am moving to Nanaimo in the beginning of december. But the thrift store won't let me work there until after I have the baby they don't want to pay maternity leave, so now I have to leave my baby to go to work. But I don't really mind, I have two cats who can take care of my baby for me. My cats like to sit on my stomach then the baby kicks them. My husband's funny in an unflattering way, he thinks the cats are crushing the baby. I've been drawing lots of ugly clothes, they are way nicer in my head. I wish I had a job to buy a fancier sewing machine. If I had the money I am sure I would buy shoes. I had an unusual dream, I made myself into a cello. I also had very nice shoes. Sometimes I wish I could hide myself under a pile of cats. And that I could live in those drug induced hallucinations I use to have. this is all make believe.

wake up!