The worst part about my depression is when I think that it's not as bad as I feel it is. That makes me feel dumb about being depressed. Like I don't have a right to. And then when people want to help, I don't want to take their advice or help. But then I turn around and feel alone and like... Read More
Got a christmas present in the mail yesterday. I didn't open it yet, but the card on it was as good as getting a gift in and of itself. A really cool kid called me "Uncle Jared"
My first full comic book story arc is finally written. Almost 4 years after I first was inspired to create this character and his world, I have scripted the first four issues in about four months in a relative blitzkrieg of creativity. It needs some editing, some tightening up in some places and, oh I don't know, an artist. But I'm really proud... Read More
whoa you are into so many creative things. i am constantly surprised. (that means your cool)
btw enjoyed chatting the other night. will have to have that music themed chat soon, cause i am in need of some new tunes!
congrats on finishing your project up. plus you're in that cold basement, you know i never knew that. wear them fleeces when your down with the meeces!
I gotta split for a few days. Don't know how long this message will be up, but until my paycheck from my 2nd job actually hits my account, I'm broke and can't afford the overdrawl charge that I'll get. Hopefully the check that went out on friday will; post to my account sometime today. If not, I wont be back till thursday. When my other... Read More
I talked to a friend last night that I hadn't talked to in a while. He's going through a really, really rough time. His troubles were spurred by something that shouldn't happen to anyone; but seems to happen to too many people. Between the shit that's happened to me in the past and t the shit that happens to my friends, it kinda makes me... Read More
I haven't seen a non-itunes version yet. Well...wait...Quicktime.
My only gripe is that they didn't include Nightcrawler in this movie, which I find insanely lame. Since he was the high point of the last movie. Although...Kitty Pryde finally joining the team should be awesome. And Beast...man....he looks damn good.
I need to stop geeking out about it...because its not going to come out for months.
bro we're going to have a much much better 2006 after the last few years it's time.
i went to see my psych guy next time i catch you online i'll have to share with you his diagnosis, i'm still laughing, and i needed a laugh after all that bullshit. i am now taking 2 drugs for depression yay w00t yippie joy
it seems like everytime i get screwed over my depression gets worse and i get another med to take. i'm not liking the way this is working out you know? hopefully though, it will start to really kick in. it's supose to enhance what i am already taking but it is some serious shit and a little unsettling.
i plan on keeping up better than i had been. we'll have to make a rule though something positive must be said everytime. some of this we need to take in our own hands!
man no one could make me laugh quite like him. my jaws and mouth used to ache after listening to one of his stand up acts.
you know though he will be greatly missed maybe it was for the best, multiple sclerosis is such a horrible wicked disease and it robbed him of so much of his former life. it always tore me up to see him these past few years, wheelchair bound and shriveled up from the pain.
Well...yeah.....I guess not. I just find it very odd/funny/amusing/somewhat humbling that this renowned rapper is dotting on me hardcore. I mean....you know...he's not the first ( )....but he's definitely not playing it cool like the other one. He's called me the last two days in a row....anyhoo....you know what was totally weird about that night though...When my roomate & I and him & 2 other of his crew got in my roomates car to uh...go pick something up.....we had You Can't Imagine How Much Fun We're Having playing....and they were all like, "Who is this?..Oh, Atmosphere?...Hey is that that cat we met...that was a good dude...man...his stuff's pretty good." It was all my roomate & I could do to keep from laughing!
)....but he's definitely not playing it cool like the other one. 
xo, Michelle