akirali

I had a short, sweet (but very explicit, specific) entry written, but decided against it. Suffice to say I feel like 32 flavors of shit. I'm going through one of the most difficult trials in my life. I don't envy anyone who has to deal with this kind of pain. I'm going to keep going on and see this through as long as I can, because it is important to me and I have faith that it can turn out for the best. But just because I don't want to run away and throw up my hands, it doesn't mean that I don't fel like breaking down and crying sometimes.
Fuck.