akirali

Some days I feel like my female friends all think I secretly want to sleep with them. And it pisses me off. No matter how well they know me, I'm still just "another guy". And that's some ol' bullshit. I may be familier but that's because I genuinely care about them.

Maybe it's shit like this that gives me a complex when I find someone I do want to go out with. I'm always so afraid of saying something wrong or being misunderstood by so many women in my life, that my ability to "make it plain" has been undermined.


Oh, and because the contractors fucked up their schedule I wasn't able to stay at my house last night and can't stay there tonight or Saturday night either. And somehow being upset about this is my fault. Sorry I didn't get back to anyone, I'm actually updating from work, so I can only do a hit-and-run till I get back in my house.