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Wednesday Jan 11, 2006

Jan 11, 2006
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What does it mean when I find myself attracted to women who physically resemble the only one to ever go "Manhattan Project" on my heart? For the past few months, I've been noticing physical similarities between random women I find attractive, and the only woman to really and truly break my heart. Am I really so desperate that I'm trying to find her attractive again because (before she showed her true face) things were so simple with her? Am I looking to get hurt again? Why am I still thinking about her after four goddamn years? Why does she creep back into my mind when I'm feeling lonely? Why is the sky blue? Why is water wet? Why did Judas rat to Romans while Jesus slept?




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evanx:
Heh, nope. You got me there. wink

The heart wants what it wants, what are you gonna do? smile
Jan 12, 2006
signalnoise:
i tend to dwell on the past too. things just pop into my head - times when i scrwed up, got hurt, stuff like that.

i dunno what it means ... i have a good memory? too much free time to think? i think you should try to not *analyze* it and just go forward, your eyes a bit more opened than they were before.
Jan 12, 2006

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