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Thursday Mar 18, 2010

Mar 18, 2010
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I'm pretty excited for tonight, Rudimentals are playing in Joburg for the first time again in like 3 or 4 years! So I'm watching them and Desmond and the tutus tonight at a "sencity" party at the bassline.
It's the first time I'll be going out since the incident, so I hope we're safe, but I think all will go well.

The Rudimentals
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shanni:
just looked at the bottle, got it 02/24/10 so not too long, but the angry for no reason thing has not gone away =/

There are some things that i wont be able to know whether the medicine is causing, or just that i got dumped. IN the past 3 days all i have eaten has been -1 plum, 1 cup of pecans, afew cheese doodles, sunflower seeds, and half a peach. Waaaay too scared to weigh myself so idk but i assume i will lose weight-most ppl on the drug do

the dude that i was with actually would not let me pose nude, not even for SG or implied, anything. So when i DO feel suicidal i just think of how i can do my shit now, without having to worry. I still feel really guilty even WANTING to pose nude now, but eh, i'm not always gonna look like this, so wth

miss him soooooooo much though =/
Mar 19, 2010
shanni:
well he sounds liek a shithead if he made you feel bad about yourself for doing things liek that, if he basically made you =/

i'm glad you're out of that then <3

idk, my ex and i were really different, and he basically told me he's never be able to love me. Wish i could have made him happy. If he'd have just understood the nude thing i probably would have done anything for him, and stayed with him for a long time, had he felt us more compatible, that is
Mar 19, 2010

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