akila

I am finally back online.

I am doing pretty bad right now, I found out my boyfriend of 3 years was cheating on me with the town slut so I broke up with him. But I am so not over him. And then last night his supposed friend starting kissing me etc and now i feel so guilty although i told him to stop, because I'm still going to see him today for his birthday, but I am hung to the over. oh this is such a mess, i dont know what to do. he said he never did anything physical with her, but i'd say taking her to the zoo, then dinner, a movie and a bar is cheating to me, especially since he was supposed to pick me up for a date the same day. and this isn't the first time. i am just absolutely heartbroken