aki1

geez
talk about getting an egoblow
well other than my physical therapy exercises i worked out this morning
let me rephrase that
tried to do a decent workout
and it sucked
overall ive lost so much of my strength and form
this is going to be a long way back
but
im alive
im almost healthy
(still kinda broken LOL)
but ive always been stubborn by nature
i think its a leo trade
i want my flat tummy back
my tight rear end
my long muscular legs
its just going to be alot of work
oh and the stupid physical therapy is making my lower back hurt
sometimes i feel life is nothing but a hard long winding road
and i kinda lost track of the light at the end of the tunnel
so im going to have to work on my motivation
because this isnt me
never has been and i will never allow it
sigh
other than that i think we are going to a 420 party at my old roomies house
so i hope everybody is having a decent week so far
and if u can think of any corny inpiration quotes
give em to me