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well im going to have to cave in to the pain
i was going to try dealing with the rest of my cast time drugfree
but the painlevel is kicking my ass
i havent sleept more but 45 minutes and then waking up and this has been going on for 3 nights
so yupp im gonna have to swallow pride and stubborness and call the doctor today
i told rob yesterday
if they are saying my foot looks great and it is healing great and it still hurts this bad
dude am i glad nothing is wrong
i have to say after all the years of sports and LOL being badass and fighting when i was younger
i figured i have a fairly high threshold for pain
but ive learned one thing out of this
when ur bones heal and grow
it BITES
hmmm what else
my stepdaughter Allie is coming this friday and staying one week
she lives in florida and we only see her 3 times a year
so that is going to be fun
and it is nice seeing rob get all happy and excited
and ive decided
Rob definately gets the husband of the year award
seriously
the man works to pay the bills
well i do the finances LOL
then comes home to cook dinner, do neccesary laundry, do odd ends around the house and yet
never has he gotten tired of it
when asking him how he felt about it
he looked at me and replied
i know ud do it for me
and that is truth because ive always had a tendency to put myself last when it comes to ppl i love
as much as ive hated every second of this and still am struggling to figure out why it happened to me
i do know its brought me and Rob closer together
and it has seriously made me appreciate and miss the little daily things u do when u have two healthy legs
i solemly swear i will never ever bitch about having to run around to do a ton of stuff ever again
my new outlook at life
CARPE DIEM
CARPE NOCTEM
because you never know what life has in store for you
so live it love it and enjoy it


PS just had a friend of mine on SG become a SG
go and check her out and say hi
no set out yet but im so happy and excited for her
her name is Nomia