aki1

my sanity has been saved!!!
and all it took was a couple of hours at the bar with my hubbie and a buddy
ive been out twice this week
god it sux
tuesday i went to the doctor and that just straight up sucked and involved pain
soo
this morning after finally getting laid WOOT WOOT for me
u can laugh but with as bad of a break as mine ..sex was something the doctor told us to stay away from LOL
i guess hornyness means lots of thinking and ideas LOL
so then around noonish Rob took me out for lunch and it was a wet lunch
i was like a kid in a candystore LOL
rumrunner, hurricane,volcano and a couple of jagerbombs
but damn i needed it
then we got home and our buddy jim tagged along
got to our house and jims mama calls him and asked if we wanted to go out and have a drink with them
HELL YEAH LOL twice in a day
rob is now passed out on the couch and im blogging
i can honestly say this is one of the hardest things ive been trough
and it is really hard to remain positive cause i spend to much time just sitting and thinking and being helpless
it sux
to all of my buddies here that care and keep my spirits up
thank you
sooo lets see what lazy sunday will bring and where the next week will take me