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(What goes up...)

Jon and I are cool now. I told him that if he wanted to dump me, that I would understand and he said that he couldn't do that. So it has been decided that we start over. Last night we "officially" started dating. I woke up unbelieveably hyperactive today.

(Must come down...)

But I seemed to have developed an ulcer. Ugh. Now I have to watch what and when I eat, and chug Pepto-Bismol a couple times a day.

I also missed my final in Intro to Food Service, and possibly more days than I should have in school. I went through a little detox this last week, which was necessary, but may have cost me my financial aid for next semester. Fuck. My anxiety peaked and I couldn't leave the house or hold down food or anything. I couldn't even think straight. Thank goodness that's over.

And I've been applying for jobs left and right... to no avail.

I lost internet at home for a while, so I'll be updating from school when I can get away with it. Since this is technically an "adult" site I could get kicked out of the lab for logging in here if they find out.

But I'm a ninja. I've been able to get away with worse things before.

Over and out, happy campers. Have a drink for me tonight.