akathisia

Yesterday night my brother made me watch the Star Wars Christmas Special. It was more horrible than i had ever dreamed. A little pice of me died last night.......someone hold me.

In more positive news.....i borrowed an N64 controller from my brother......many epic Tetris and Dr. Mario battles will be had! Ok, its not really epic, but it is exciting in my sad little world.

I've been listening to some new music lately....birthday presents.....Tiamat - Clouds, Pogues - Rum sodomy and the Lash, the Eternal Sunshine Soundtrack. I love music. Yeah. Wow how exciting am i today? Whoo.....uh.....what?

I am feeling rather "blah" and so forth this morning.

Two friends were supposed to show up last night to knit with me. One got too tired and antisocial from working all day (understandable) and the other just never called or showed up. I was a bit upset, but i played Tetris until i could no longer stay awake instead.

Rearranging things and moving stuff continues, though i *should* work faster at it. Kristana will be moving in in a week. Need ta hussle!

Weekends are not long enough. I am still sore and tired.......can't call in sick to work though.....not really sick, just feeling blaghenshmarg and wanting to sleep.....no sick time left anyway..............argh.

Its all rainy. Pretty normal for Oregon to switch back and forth between sun and rain, i am usually used to it, but i wish it was sunny. Oh well.....just another grey day i suppose, i'll deal with it. I sound like Eeyore. Blaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...............

Maybe i am just all off and depressed due to the Star Wars TV mostrosity i just watched yesterday. Maybe it dissolved a little piece of my brain. Yes, that explains everything.